All I seem to do is make mistakes, And I always say "I'm just fine", but Deep down, it feels like I'm made of glass All I seem to do is pretend to be strong, Come to think of it, how many times Did I cry, on this road back from school? The screen that separates dream and reality Within a moon's cycle, there's only so many midnights A seventeen sort of fortuness Yet still I sometimes feel anxious, I don't know what the future holds Let alone what I'll be like in 10 years Seventeen is sensitive With just the smallest of sneezes, It can feel like the whole world's ending How fragile it is, Seventina Then, once I went to school, I felt this sort of shame, Running a simulation until I get to my seat Between that girl who I hate, and the girl who I'm friendly with, Stands me on the diagonal line between them So that I don't end up alone I have the quite sensitive glass heart Seventeen is loneliness That's why I always feel so anxious I'll eventually get to know the future, Like the me in 1000 years from now Seventeen is full of thinking For every tear I shed, Some people I don't know laugh in my face, How unfair it is, Seventina Becoming an adult, Drinking water, How we aren't eternal beings Even if it seems obvious Even that sort of thing Sparkled so brightly That is 18, 19, 20 I begin to lose sight of them That is 21, 22... I wonder, will I be able to remember it all If I'm not seventeen, then If it seems as if I'm going to lose sight of it, Then I'll say it over and over again, The proper way to love this world Seventeen is endless If I simply remember The weakest and strongest sort of me Then everything scary will seem to disappear Seventina