Until I can get rid of all my memories up to today, I won't be able to sleep
I can't stop wishing for a substitute to live in my place
Let me say it's all fine, and then blame it all on you later, okay?
It doesn't matter at this point, so let me blame it all on you later, okay?

For a promise I couldn't fulfill,
These single words finally overflow, to the point where I could let my brain be taken over
I can't find any sort of meaning, can't do anything
I can't see, I want to run, to fly, to quit, yet I can't escape---

So, just
Let me sink, and sink
Until I can't possibly get back up
Until you get bored,
Drop me, again and again
Until you dangle salvation before me

After getting the grains that tasted of lies out of my throat, I bit down a scream
Always overdoing it, with my imperfect smile, and my sharp tongue,
This isn't who I wanted to become

Making the best of the day, waiting to be saved with my sleepy, sleepy ideals
The first syllable is the same as the sound for "ee",
With all of my strength, strongly, firmly, painfully, I bite down--

So go ahead, just die already,
Without any regard for the future or past
If it's something awful, just 
Break it, break it
I may as well become one of the villains

I can't eat, can't seem to well up any irritation or sorrow,
It's all so hopeless, so before I spit it all up
Please,
Please just
Sing the next song

I may as well
Dance, keep dancing
Before it all turns gray, let it ring out
Change, and change
Until I fall asleep

I may as well
Steal, and steal
Expose all the lie's I've tamed
It passed through my feverish mind -- I've been looking at an illusion this whole time
I've been looking at myself