Since the moment I was born, I was different from all the rest
Always putting on those words "worthless, failure" as a mask
Because no matter how hard I try, I'll never reach it
And yet still, I still find myself wishing
At this point, I have no will to live
So someone please, someone please, say they want me, and lay their hands on me

Calendula, let those words wrap around my throat
And erase this pain within the cavity in my chest
Tell me that you'll save me, that you'll stop my life
I wonder, could I be reborn, once in a lifetime?

I wonder, why does everyone seem to go through life so easily?
I'm just so, so tired of wearing those words: "worthless, failure"
I don't think I could live in the same world as them anymore
And yet, I still wish; I'm worse than a fool
Yeah, that's right, if I just stop breathing
Someone will, someone will finally realize what's inside of my head

Calendula, let those hands of yours wrap around my throat
And erase this pain within the cavity in my chest
Tell me that you're the same, that you're suffering too
I wonder, could I be understood, once in a lifetime?
...Could I be understood?

Everything, even the burning sun, hates me
I stumble, I fall down, ah, there's no helping it
I don't even have the courage to make it hurt, or even to die

I pushed away your gentle, gentle hands
I know myself more than anyone else

If I get even more tired of living, then
I don't even have to talk to anyone else anymore
Even if the pages on this world close, I don't really care
Today will only come around once, so I'll give myself love